Ferdest: SOMETIMES, LATE AT NIGHT

Friday, June 29, 2012

SOMETIMES, LATE AT NIGHT

Sometimes, late at night I wonder if I zigged instead of zagged. Sometimes, late at night I wonder if the reason why I'm stuck going around in circles without productivity is because I'm not brave enough. Filling out job application forms just isn't enough. There is a rabbit hole that leads to fame and fortune, but I'm not aggressive enough to seek it out. Sometimes, late at night I wonder if the reason why I'm going around in circles in an unproductive manner is punishment for some unspecified crime that I must atone for. I'm innocent and blameless. I've done no wrong and I've hurt nobody. I was never arrested nor do I aspire to be arrested. I avoid religious extremism just as much as I avoid political extremism. Perhaps there are people out there who isn't so certain of such a commitment. Sometimes, late at night I pray that my Internet blogging isn't scaring off prospective employers who might be reading this Internet blog. Sometimes, late at night I pray that I don't scare off prospective friends who are in a position to improve my life for the better. Other times, I try not to worry so much. I manage to stumble towards the light in a rather haphazard manner. I pray to GOD that there is employment and the chance to repay my United States Government college tuition debt in the nearby future (Such as tomorow). There's nothing wrong with wanting to have a brighter future. There's nothing wrong with wanting to be a better man. And I pray to GOD that I don't ruin my next big opportunity to improve my life, to have a bright future and to be a better man.

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